This week I am still feeling rather introverted and stuck in my own head. It’s not a bad thing. I just like to look at things from multiple angles before making decisions or having discussions. When I get like this, I gravitate toward Soul music. This week it’s Adele.

19, Adele’s debut album, has always been my favorite. It’s where the world was introduced to her husky voice and wide vocal range. For a while I played the album on repeat. Then my daughter had a high school choir concert where all the solos were Adele songs. Could have been fun, but sadly most of the singers did not due her justice. Sometimes, it’s better to listen to the artist or sing along at home. My favorites include:

Chasing Pavements: This is the song of unrequited love. Most people think it’s about someone who doesn’t know you’re alive or is unattainable. In 2008, this song was about being married to a narcissist. I had loved him with my entire heart, but always felt like I was never enough. Trying to decide if I should stay and keep trying, or walk away for my own sanity is the memory I conjure when I sing this song. I’m so proud of how far I’ve come since then.

Cold Shoulder: This is just a pretty song with a catchy tune.

Right As Rain: This is my broken girl redemption song. This is the I’m done; there is no one someone who doesn’t deserve me is worming their way back in.

Make You Feel My Love: This is a song of unconditional love, maybe for a lover or in my case for my children. No matter how old they grow, or how far they spread their wings, I will always be here. I will cheer them on and be the voice of reason for as long as I live.

Tired: A marriage is never 50/50. Someone is always doing a little extra in order to help their partner out. I don’t see the point in keeping tabs on that in a healthy relationship, but if you’re exhausting yourself and don’t feel appreciated or like your partner would even be willing to put your needs first, it’s not worth it. You just end up tired and resentful.

Hometown Glory: The is something special about the place where you grew up. Going back and seeing all the changes, force you to acknowledge the changes in yourself. The things you want to hold onto, and the memories can be glorious and heartbreaking at the same time.

Well now that I’ve taken you all on a trip through my memories and the scars of my heart, I’ll bid you farewell.

Kristie